21.3.09

Your Reputation is an Illusion

Arg. I feel like I just want to rid the world of all its problems and just scream at the human race to get a life. We have no lives. None, nothing. We could all just die here and now and let other species rule the world.

I'm not turning emo or angsty. Please read on, so I can explain what's happening.

Narcissist personality disorder. I'm amazed that no-one has died from it yet. It's everywhere. And I could also be accused of having it sometimes (when I realised this, I wanted to slap myself. No, kill myself.)

It's okay for someone to take your picture, to take a picture with friends, or use a photo booth. But filling up your mobile phone memory with useless pictures of you and you only, in my opinion, is a waste of time. Especially if you took the pictures yourself.

Well, maybe I'm just jealous because I suck at taking pictures of myself. I don't know! (This is when I start having a war with myself, and I usually won't stop until there are a hundred civilian casualties because of this war.)

It's not only that. I seem to have convinced myself that I actually fit into normal society. The sad reality is, I don't. So I'll just be here, living my life, not fitting in, and you can't do ANYTHING about it. I guess in a way its a good thing. I like annoying people even though I'm not really doing anything bad.

I was forced to change my shoelaces back. Uniform checks every morning. At first, I was just as disappointed as everybody else. But after a while, I found it a bit amusing to see the teachers wasting five minutes everyday to ensure that everybody is wearing the right coloured socks.

I wonder what this world has come to. Everybody's loving themselves. And everything looks the same. Everybody wants to live forever. If I had to live here forever, going insane is inevitable. Owh wells.

2 comments:

  1. Aww.
    You had to change your shoes..

    ReplyDelete
  2. Hey, not my fault. They started having weird uniform check-ups... I guess that's going a tad bit too far? Or a lot?

    I realised that if you tie a boy's school tie into a bow, it looks like a Japanese school uniform ribbon. I want to start wearing a tie like that to school nowws. How kewls.

    ReplyDelete